But, someone
up there had different plans for me. Every time I started rewriting or planning
the outline, it was dismissed by my inner editor as being too mediocre, too
clichéd, too stereotypical. My inner
editor constantly shouted, “Try something different. Go for the unusual. ”
I think being
on submission too did its bit. Querying is a nerve twisting process, especially
for writers like us (being in India we are too far away from the hub of the publishing world) who have no access to conferences or cannot get a
referral. Most agents I wanted to query were closed to submissions. They either
wanted to work with a writer they had met at a conference or a writer who was
referred to them by one of their clients.
My writing (crit) partners rallied around me, but every writer’s advice clashed with the other
writer’s. I was driving myself crazy.
My best friends
during that 14 day long slump were all the writing craft books I had bought. At
any moment you could see these books lying on my bed. I would be frantically
making notes on how to hook the readers from page one, how to move the
conflict up to the first page, make the
story question apparent as soon as was possible.
I had done very
little writing in the last few days, though I brainstormed a lot. To get
away from all this, I plunged into reading. Reading is very theraupetic. I read two books
from the Kane Chronicle Series, I enjoyed Hunger Games, I read Animal Farm. I
also went out a lot; caught up with my non-existent social life and stopped
thinking of both the query business and writing that perfect book.
Slowly the
sun shone out from among the dark and stormy clouds. I think it was my faith in
God that provided the ultimate break through. The break through finally happened,
though I didn’t feel the effects immediately, I know the cobwebs covering my
creative cells are falling away and the writer’s block is melting.
This was
literally the worst phase of my writing life. I definitely don’t want to go
through this again. Has something like this happened to you? Have you been in
prolonged writing slumps? How many days has the slump lasted and how did you
manage to get out of it? Please share your stories, we all can benefit a lot
from it.